20 de diciembre de 2005

si tan solo...


Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song
Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't tempt us
With their lies
I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows
knee-high
So won't you try to come
Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you
And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me


[Come away with me, Norah Jones]

hoy es día de comer... de comer mucho:
chocolates, yogurt[*quién inventó este nombre... , dulces... eso si no se llenan de hormigas.
hoy es día de llorar... llorar mucho:
por lo perdido, por lo que quiero y que jamás tendré, porque este mundo no es para mí, porque aquí no hay nada de lo que yo quiero, y porque jamás funcionará como debería...
si tan solo hubiera venido conmigo...

17 de diciembre de 2005

El Asado . . .


puuuucha que lo pasamos bien: comimos, bebimos, conversamos, reimos, incluso jugamos!!! futbol [*gracias niños por ser tan limpios jugando =) ..., y al alto ahí [*pero nadie sabía que el juego se llamaba así...
niños!!! los voy a extrañar, lo conversé con mila: todo el año extrañando la familia, los amigos, la casa, pero se acaba el año y cuando nos disponemos a volver a la casa nos damos cuanta que tambien vamos a extrañar a los compañeros, los amigos que, al fin, de tanto compatir... parecen parte de nuestras familias...
por cierto,
USTEDES SON MI FAMILIA


17 de noviembre de 2005

Perdida


A prey she
was, for the crulety of love
while its
serpent inside crawled straight towards her hear
and the
coldest kiss, love ceased to exist
while we
grew apart like never before
I did it all
just for her, I did it all just for her
love wants
us dead, me and my POISON GIRL
I did it all
just for her, I did it all just for her
love's heart
is death, for me and my POISON GIRL
the fire in
her eyes grew dim and then died
as the
poison inside reached her heart
and the
coldest bliss faith ceased to exist
as we grew
apart like never before
the taste of
the poison on her lips is of a tomb
[Poison Girl, HIM]
morir por un sueño que no se cumplirá...
aun asi...
amarlo

5 de noviembre de 2005

Amistad?


Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct
So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
They won't take you away
They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt
The animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, the animal, the animal instinct in me
It's the animal, it's the animal, it's the animal instinct in me


[Animal Instinct,The Cranberries]

me encantaría despedazarlo, cortarlo en trocitos pequeños y darlos de comer a un perro callejero, matarlo, asesinarlo, liquidarlo, hacerlo polvo, acabar con su ultima esperanza pero ...

lo quiero tanto....

20 de octubre de 2005

Weirdo


When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather, in a beautiful world I wish
I was special, you're so fucking special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control.
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice, when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special, I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here She's running out the door,
she's running, she run, run, run, run, run.
Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want.
You're so fucking special, I wish I was special,
but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.


[Creep, Radiohead]


me siento tan extraña... como si el mundo me negara, como si quisiera hacer de cuenta que yo no existo. Creo que me siento bien de que nadie sepa de este lugar, no sé, siento que puedo desahogarme un poco, porque sé que nadie lo va a leer, siento que es un lugar escondido... que triste, verdaderamente doy pena... en fin, si he de seguir respirando, pues.... espero que nadie descubra cuan debil soy, que nadie se de cuenta de que estoy así...

19 de octubre de 2005

Vestida de pena


Sin tu voz
me pierdo en la arena
sin tu voz
me visto de pena
sin tu voz
caliento cual piedra
sin tu voz
me pierdo en la arena
tú...
siempre he de creer en ti...
Sin tu voz
soy sólo cadenas
sin tu voz
me visto de pena
sin tu voz
detesto esta escena
sin tu voz
soy sólo cadenas
tú...
siempre he de creer en ti...
[Tu, Lucybell]
...pero al fin sí lo vi,
y de no haber sido porque estaba con un compañero...
me habría destrozado...
por qué me odiará tanto?
nunca le hice daño...
soy tan tonta,
por qué no puedo entender que nunca...

18 de octubre de 2005

Por qué he de sentir pena?


Life is but a dream,
Drifting on a stream,
a stream,
Consciously it seems,
All of what remains,
Ego brain,
Man made shame,
Shame, Love after it rains,
You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall,
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared, that love prevails over all.
I am just a man,
Fighting other men,
For land, for land,
While I turn to sand,
In spite of the pain,
Ego brain,
Man made Shame,
Shame, Love after it rains,
You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared that love prevails over all.
All of what remains,
Ego brain,Man made shame,
Shame, Love after it rains,
You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall,
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared that love prevails over all.

[Ego Brain, System of a Down]
Pena, hoy no lo vi...queria verlo, tenia una prueba hoy
(no se que le pasa a este teclado, pero cuando le da la gana marca la letra e)
y aun no se que pasa con calculo, ni con las clases de piano, el cuento... seguro mañana tengo la prueba y me va... muy mal
(s.o.s. un naufrago necesita ayudaaa!!!!)

16 de octubre de 2005

Al regresar veras



seria tan facil siendo lluvia
solo un roce y tendria que caer
seria tan facil siendo monte
en mi pecho te abrazaria con mi piel
siempre he estado vivo
al menos cuando he logrado llegara
ver el sabor
que dejo el temor
de tener que olvidar
al regresar veras ...
al regresar veras mi carnaval
seria tan facil fingir que te volvere a ver
que te volvere a ver
seria tan facil vivir con la mirada hacia dentro
con los ojos adentro
siempre he estado vivo
al menos cuando he logrado llegara
ver el sabor
que dejo el temor de tener que olvidar
al regresar veras mi carnaval
...
y veras... mi carnaval...

[Carnaval,Lucybell]

Nostalgia... cuánto lo quiero hoy... y si me escuchara? y si leyera lo que escribo? pues que bien!!! entérate amor mio, aun te amo...
al regresar veras mi carnaval...

14 de octubre de 2005

Te Extraño...



I know we’re just like old friends
We just can’t pretend
That lovers make amends
We are reasons so unreal
We can’t help but feel that something has been lost
But please you know you’re just like me
Next time I promise we’ll bePerfect
Perfect
Perfect strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind
So far I still know who you are
But now I wonder who I was...
Angel, you know it’s not the end
We’ll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on
So please, you always were so free
You’ll see, I promise we’ll be
Perfect
Perfect strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers while we meet
Perfect
You know this has to be
We always we’re so free
We promised that we’d be
Perfect

[Perfect, Smashing Pumpkins]


estaba todo tan bien... por que tenia que estropearlo?
RAYOS!!! si tan solo supiera lo que siento ahora...
aun asi, es posible que no me diera importancia.
MALDICION!!! odio vivir...

11 de octubre de 2005

Hoy


Otra vez aquí, creo que ya comí demasiado: un postre helado...entero...YO SOLA!!! Bueno creo que eso no es nada malo, de hecho... estaba muy rico!!!
Hoy me vio, sé que me vio, y sé que le gusté, y ahí estaba mi compañero que tanto me sube el autoestima, no me gusta, y quizás jamás saldría con él, pero me simpatiza mucho...jajaja, cuanto me hace reír.
Pero mi vista mira al horizonte... que horrible saber que jamás volveré a estar con él, y tanto que lo quise...



There's a place in the sun for anyone
Who has the will
Chase one and I think I found mine
Yes I do believe
I have found mine.
So, close your eyes
And think of someone you physically admire
And let me kiss you, oh
.Let me kiss you, oh.
I zigzagged all over America
And I cannot find
A safety heaven
Say, would you let me cry on your shoulder
I've heard that you'd try anything twice
Close your eyes
And think of someone you physically admire
And let me kiss you, oh.
Let me kiss you, oh.
But then you open your eyes
And you see someone that you physically despise
But my heart is open
My heart is open to you.
[ let me kiss you, Morrissey ]

10 de octubre de 2005

primer pedazo de mi


When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I Tears stream down your face
I promise you
I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
[Fix You, Coldplay]
me desvivo intentando verte feliz...
que debo hacer para tenerte?
puedo, al menos por ultima vez,
estar a tu lado y sentirte,
como si fueras para mi, eternamente?