Weirdo

When you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel, your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather, in a beautiful world I wish
I was special, you're so fucking special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts, I want to have control.
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice, when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special, I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here She's running out the door,
she's running, she run, run, run, run, run.
Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want.
You're so fucking special, I wish I was special,
but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.


[Creep, Radiohead]


me siento tan extraña... como si el mundo me negara, como si quisiera hacer de cuenta que yo no existo. Creo que me siento bien de que nadie sepa de este lugar, no sé, siento que puedo desahogarme un poco, porque sé que nadie lo va a leer, siento que es un lugar escondido... que triste, verdaderamente doy pena... en fin, si he de seguir respirando, pues.... espero que nadie descubra cuan debil soy, que nadie se de cuenta de que estoy así...

Vestida de pena

Sin tu voz

me pierdo en la arena

sin tu voz

me visto de pena

sin tu voz

caliento cual piedra

sin tu voz

me pierdo en la arena

tú...

siempre he de creer en ti...

Sin tu voz

soy sólo cadenas

sin tu voz

me visto de pena

sin tu voz

detesto esta escena

sin tu voz

soy sólo cadenas

tú...

siempre he de creer en ti...

[Tu, Lucybell]

...pero al fin sí lo vi,

y de no haber sido porque estaba con un compañero...

me habría destrozado...

por qué me odiará tanto?

nunca le hice daño...

soy tan tonta,

por qué no puedo entender que nunca...

Por qué he de sentir pena?

Life is but a dream,
Drifting on a stream,
a stream,
Consciously it seems,
All of what remains,
Ego brain,
Man made shame,
Shame, Love after it rains,
You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall,
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared, that love prevails over all.
I am just a man,
Fighting other men,
For land, for land,
While I turn to sand,
In spite of the pain,
Ego brain,
Man made Shame,
Shame, Love after it rains,
You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared that love prevails over all.
All of what remains,
Ego brain,Man made shame,
Shame, Love after it rains,
You see my pain is real,
Watch my world dissolve,
And pretend that none of us see the Fall,
As I turn to sand,
You took me by the hand,
And declared that love prevails over all.

[Ego Brain, System of a Down]

Pena, hoy no lo vi...queria verlo, tenia una prueba hoy

(no se que le pasa a este teclado, pero cuando le da la gana marca la letra e)

y aun no se que pasa con calculo, ni con las clases de piano, el cuento... seguro mañana tengo la prueba y me va... muy mal

(s.o.s. un naufrago necesita ayudaaa!!!!)

Al regresar veras

seria tan facil siendo lluvia
solo un roce y tendria que caer
seria tan facil siendo monte
en mi pecho te abrazaria con mi piel
siempre he estado vivo
al menos cuando he logrado llegara
ver el sabor
que dejo el temor
de tener que olvidar
al regresar veras ...
al regresar veras mi carnaval
seria tan facil fingir que te volvere a ver
que te volvere a ver
seria tan facil vivir con la mirada hacia dentro
con los ojos adentro
siempre he estado vivo
al menos cuando he logrado llegara
ver el sabor
que dejo el temor de tener que olvidar
al regresar veras mi carnaval
...
y veras... mi carnaval...

[Carnaval,Lucybell]

Nostalgia... cuánto lo quiero hoy... y si me escuchara? y si leyera lo que escribo? pues que bien!!! entérate amor mio, aun te amo...

al regresar veras mi carnaval...

Te Extraño...

I know we’re just like old friends
We just can’t pretend
That lovers make amends
We are reasons so unreal
We can’t help but feel that something has been lost
But please you know you’re just like me
Next time I promise we’ll bePerfect
Perfect
Perfect strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind
So far I still know who you are
But now I wonder who I was...
Angel, you know it’s not the end
We’ll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on
So please, you always were so free
You’ll see, I promise we’ll be
Perfect
Perfect strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers while we meet
Perfect
You know this has to be
We always we’re so free
We promised that we’d be
Perfect

[Perfect, Smashing Pumpkins]

estaba todo tan bien... por que tenia que estropearlo?

RAYOS!!! si tan solo supiera lo que siento ahora...

aun asi, es posible que no me diera importancia.

MALDICION!!! odio vivir...

Hoy

Otra vez aquí, creo que ya comí demasiado: un postre helado...entero...YO SOLA!!! Bueno creo que eso no es nada malo, de hecho... estaba muy rico!!!
Hoy me vio, sé que me vio, y sé que le gusté, y ahí estaba mi compañero que tanto me sube el autoestima, no me gusta, y quizás jamás saldría con él, pero me simpatiza mucho...jajaja, cuanto me hace reír.
Pero mi vista mira al horizonte... que horrible saber que jamás volveré a estar con él, y tanto que lo quise...



There's a place in the sun for anyone

Who has the will

Chase one and I think I found mine

Yes I do believe

I have found mine.

So, close your eyes

And think of someone you physically admire

And let me kiss you, oh

.Let me kiss you, oh.

I zigzagged all over America

And I cannot find

A safety heaven

Say, would you let me cry on your shoulder

I've heard that you'd try anything twice

Close your eyes

And think of someone you physically admire

And let me kiss you, oh.

Let me kiss you, oh.

But then you open your eyes

And you see someone that you physically despise

But my heart is open

My heart is open to you.

[ let me kiss you, Morrissey ]

primer pedazo de mi

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I Tears stream down your face

I promise you

I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

[Fix You, Coldplay]

me desvivo intentando verte feliz...

que debo hacer para tenerte?

puedo, al menos por ultima vez,

estar a tu lado y sentirte,

como si fueras para mi, eternamente?